The following is a song I wrote many years ago. I was going through a dark time and could not figure out how to find God.
It is dark.
Evil surrounds a weary soul.
Don’t understand why
You don’t intervene
and take control.
Your tear-stained eyes
I do not see.
I’m blinded by the fear inside of me.
Your loving wings are surrounding me
But I can’t see that You’re saving me.
A tiny seed falls to the ground.
It starts to grow without a sound.
And that seed dies before it pushes through.
But underneath it all, it’s growing roots.
And I can’t see that You’re saving me.
I do not trust
What I cannot see
Until the evidence of You
Manifests itself in me.
So here’s my heart
A broken offering
And here’s my shame
And the fear of all that could be.
I will declare that I am Yours
Please save me!
So may I grow to touch the sky
I’ll persevere through these trials and I
Will come to be what You’ve made in me
And I will see
That You’re saving me.